Sunday, March 21, 2010

Landmark Buffet St. Charles, Mo Price

Scots Night (... continued)

At Francis, because I promised ...

long I remained curled against you, your big man's arm tightened around me. Gradually, your sex relaxed, leaving your sap flow and my honey mixed gently. I loved to feel the fruit of our two merged pleasures wet my upper thighs and yours.

My skin still damp with sweat shivering. "I need to take a shower, "I said. The smile that stretched your lips, I realized that you had planned my request. You was sitting on the floor and dragged me to the floor. You made me climb a flight of stairs before to ensure you see the roundness of my buttocks squirmed at every step, suggesting the ravine that separated my lips ... I took my time, so you can fill you with this vision ...

When I reached the top of the stairs, I was surprised not to find a small room lit some candles. No bathroom. By cons, there was indeed a big wooden tray vacuum, similar half a ton, and two smaller ones where there was water ... You took me by the hand and made me climb over the edges of the large tank. "But you're not going m'asperger cold water?" On the dresser near the tank were a glove toillette, a bar of soap and a kind of enormous ladle. I guessed that it was with me that you "shower" ... There was also a small bowl I do not know what ointment and two large bath towels ...

You take a hold of the ladle as you stare into the first tank. I followed the path of the object and was surprised to see a few plumes of steam rising. I was wondering how water could have stay as hot during this time when I saw at the bottom of each little pool, a brick. You'd have the heat before placing the bottom of containers to ensure the water a perfect temperature ...

I had no time to ask me more questions. Pleasantly warm water flowed over my head ... You slowly pour the contents of some shady on me to make sure I am well wet. My feet splashed in a few inches of water. You stepped to the edge of your lap tray and repeated the same maneuver to wet your long man's body ... I am glued to you to get even This pleasant rain, but mostly to enjoy your warmth ... In fact, my hair was soaked and small drops of water accumulating at the bottom of my curly locks. Crashing on my skin when already wet, these droplets made me shiver. You had to approach the bowl and convenient. You took a huge dollop of substance and spread your hands you posas on my shoulders. As soon as your hands budge, I realized that this was any substance exfoliating because I felt a slight tingling of small granules on my skin ... Spent my whole body: shoulders, back, buttocks, thighs, legs, feet ... You made me turn and went up on my pubes, then my stomach, my breasts on whom you linger, my arms, my hands ...

When did you again run water on my skin, emptying the first tank, I felt really fresh and good ... You took the washcloth that you soaked in clean water. The soap lather, then you began your journey on my skin ... When I was slippery soap, I'm glued to you, with tasting pleasure that I felt your erection against my pubes ... I took my turn at the washcloth and soap, to make you just as slippery me. I could not help but pay attention to the softness of your ass, the soft roundness of your bankroll and the arrogance of this drawn sex ... You watched me, smiling. It is true that the image of the woman squatting in front of you, busy stroking your attributes scented foam had something to smile about. At least that's the joy of feeling my hands glide over your skin sensitive to stretch your lips as well ...

You rinse our both. I stretched to the dresser to grab a towel. You took advantage to put you behind me and rub your Sex on my ass ... Your hand was placed in the hollow of my back, forcing my instep. Your sex, in the palm of my path, forcing my modesty ...


Photographer unknown

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Milky Mucus When Just Pregnant

I came to tell you ...

We say that an imposter is someone who tries to deceive by false appearances. I am an imposter. I tried so hard to be like you. By my words, I believe. And I must have some talent with language, because I'm taking the game I thought for a moment that I could be, but as time goes by, I understand that I'll never be that woman ... Women like me have no place in this world of desire and sensuality. Their skin is not made to know the thrill of a dedicated and passionate lover. There too, skin ...

I wanted so badly to be this perfect angel. I thought being, for a while. I found myself dreaming that I, the ugly duckling, I could please. I even dared to dream that at some point, these crazy desires, dreams that bloom inside me could become reality . That a man one day would want to make me a woman filled. Worse: I fell in love with one who made me believe that despite everything I was, yes, everything was possible. This was possible because he loved me: I had written! Yes, I'm stupid at this point there!

For this blog, we became interested in me. In my words. I was writing. Very lovely messages. I was flattered that people who could write such pretty things interested me. After all, I am so ... I'm going to write if any, but no, just ... I am anything but whatever.

The truth is that men in my life, there was very little. I'm not sure I should put an "s" word man, in fact ... And I know, because I have already said that I am lucky to have found the man of my life and he loves me as much as I love him. But the butterflies, sweaty palms, heart beating, the pleasure of feeling in hands, the lips of the other all the desire he has of himself, the passion I have known this only once ... A very small time. And I am thirty years old, shit!

And I felt like I too have a lover - because if I believe what I read from my fellow bloggers, I am the only one not to have adventures - To experience what we call here a "trip" to three out of these clubs where anything goes ... I do flirt. But all that is not accessible for women like me. Women like me, they have no place in a world libertine. They disturb. Women like me, it does not want to think they can have a sex life. It does not want to imagine. It's disgusting. They are disgusting ...

And this desire that grows and continues to remind me that I could never be part of that world, it gnaws my heart. As time passes, the more I want to live a life that I will never be accessible. As time passes, the more I find something missing in my life.

I have to change something because, obviously, it will not. I told myself that if I ever hope to live the life of someone else, I might be able to find how to love mine life. So I'm flying. I do not know if I come back, but I need a moment to walk away from it all. To grieve: I'll never be that woman ...

Thanks for all those beautiful moments. Thank you for the dream. By the time I believed it was beautiful.

Angel