Dear Anyanka, I'm sorry I had to leave, but with what was going on with your mommy, the drugs and everything. I'm so fucking sorry I had to leave, but I had to save my life so I can give you a better one when I'm ready, it's been only 37 days without using. But I'm feeling great, the only thing missing in my life right now is you. I love you so much. I just want the best for you, thats why I left, If I'd would of stayed maybe I'd be dead, the needle was taking a so big part of my life, and I didn't want that anymore. Now I'm sober and in the greatest shape of my life, I took 22 pounds since I'm here. Can't wait to see your beautiful blue eyes, you're so pretty my baby, once again, I love you, be a good girl, don't get me wrong I don't hate your mommy, I just don't love her anymore...And I wish only the best for her, she deserves to be happy, I could not do that anymore, because I was not happy, so good luck to her. You were brought up in a world you did not belong, you did not deserve to have junky parents, thats why I'm working hard here to never do that again, and can't hide its in big part because of you i'm sober, thank you, I saved my life alone but you helped a lot. Soon I'll be going to get you once every two weeks, its not enough for me but I'll take any time I can spend with you. I can't wait for you to meet Sabrina and Nellie, you'll see they are wonderfull. Hey baby, Daddy finally knows how to play guitare, and I play Wish you were here - Pink Floyd all the time thinking about you. and now daddy and his band (Absolution) are writing a few songs, but we will start with an hommage show. for to day I'll stop there... please Anyanka remember me...
Please don't hate me for leaving, There's only us, there's only this Forget regrets, Or life is yours to miss, No other road, ,No other way, No day but today.I think about you all the time (its not mine but I think there one of the best lyrics written)
You're the girl of my life darlin
Be a good girl
Daddy Loves You More Then Anything In This World. Charles
Vagabond
PS I AM A 72 MINUTES
Please don't hate me for leaving, There's only us, there's only this Forget regrets, Or life is yours to miss, No other road, ,No other way, No day but today.I think about you all the time (its not mine but I think there one of the best lyrics written)
You're the girl of my life darlin
Be a good girl
Daddy Loves You More Then Anything In This World. Charles
Vagabond
PS I AM A 72 MINUTES
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