Saturday, November 29, 2008

Where Do I Get My Social Insurance Number Ottawa




Une page blanche devant les yeux
Un sourire qui vous dit que je suis heureux
I still think the fear
That, I think of my good mood, at
I even think about war
Those that break our beautiful Earth
rain to hide our beautiful tears
Their cries do not make them letting the weapons
There are always people who do not see the tragedies
Even men who abuse women
It is sad that some seeks to justify
crimes against humanity humanity
Being part of a race that spit the truth
A race that has long been torn
By gold, territories or even religion
j'dégueule I assume that these confessions
I have no solution to peace in the world
At least, I pause to one second think I
that humans hold their breath
To go against our planet becomes a chasm
I wish all at the same time we open our eyes
To establish, that to save Mother Earth, Has it not God

Charles Vagabond

Monday, November 17, 2008

Kingdom Hearts 2 4 Medallions

Truth (day 74)

Who is she? What is it? Basically a
almost word perfect ...
Does it exist for real?
Who says? Who does it?
Who can say that this really true?
And those who remain are?
J, I need more affirmation?
I can say is that I do not know ...
His silence may be created suffering
Sometimes a trance, more distrust
Truth ... who knows? Which bear?
better than ourselves? Slave lie?
Truth equal consequence with yourself? Become
transparant? ... C, is not so obvious ...
One thing is that when the truth is included
it remains too question excluse...
Pour l'instant la Vérité d'une raison en nous
est une coïncidence... (à suivre...)

Friday, November 14, 2008

Master Of Defence Licence

Dear Anyanka (day 37)


Dear Anyanka, I'm sorry I had to leave, but with what was going on with your mommy, the drugs and everything. I'm so fucking sorry I had to leave, but I had to save my life so I can give you a better one when I'm ready, it's been only 37 days without using. But I'm feeling great, the only thing missing in my life right now is you. I love you so much. I just want the best for you, thats why I left, If I'd would of stayed maybe I'd be dead, the needle was taking a so big part of my life, and I didn't want that anymore. Now I'm sober and in the greatest shape of my life, I took 22 pounds since I'm here. Can't wait to see your beautiful blue eyes, you're so pretty my baby, once again, I love you, be a good girl, don't get me wrong I don't hate your mommy, I just don't love her anymore...And I wish only the best for her, she deserves to be happy, I could not do that anymore, because I was not happy, so good luck to her. You were brought up in a world you did not belong, you did not deserve to have junky parents, thats why I'm working hard here to never do that again, and can't hide its in big part because of you i'm sober, thank you, I saved my life alone but you helped a lot. Soon I'll be going to get you once every two weeks, its not enough for me but I'll take any time I can spend with you. I can't wait for you to meet Sabrina and Nellie, you'll see they are wonderfull. Hey baby, Daddy finally knows how to play guitare, and I play Wish you were here - Pink Floyd all the time thinking about you. and now daddy and his band (Absolution) are writing a few songs, but we will start with an hommage show. for to day I'll stop there... please Anyanka remember me...

Please don't hate me for leaving, There's only us, there's only this Forget regrets, Or life is yours to miss, No other road, ,No other way, No day but today.I think about you all the time (its not mine but I think there one of the best lyrics written)

You're the girl of my life darlin
Be a good girl

Daddy Loves You More Then Anything In This World. Charles
Vagabond

PS I AM A 72 MINUTES